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After a long silence

I want to speak

Really don’t know what to write

What to say

To whom to talk

To whom to share

Still there is something,

Which, I just want to share

I want to meet you in this very life

But is it possible?

I don’t know

May be never

Ultimate answer is no

Often people ask me

Every now and than

What is my story?

Why I am alone?

What is the aim of my life

Why am I alive

I really don’t have any answer

I really don’t have any answer

Even though there are people who love me

Even though there are people

Who might be expecting something form me

But what do I do?

Probably you know

I have been going through

A vast ocean of the pain,

The miseries,

The pain of distance...

The pain of emptiness

Whatever it is

Though, I always pray for you

May almighty give you everything

Because still, as now you are not mine,

Not belong to me,

Your smile still precious for me

So just give your all pain to me

And just smile once for me

Like fresh, white water flowing from a fountain

Like a fine morning just about to start

Like a bud is about to transform into a flower

Like birds are chirping

Like a cool breez is touching in a summer

Like sun rays are appearing from a cloudy sky in a snow full morning

And I promise I will be there for you always

Just turn back once

According to what in my mind

There would surely be some space inside your heart

Which would be dedicated to me

Is it?

I have tried to explain,

Tried to explain through words

Through text

However I know it is ineffable.

Inexpressible

What can be done?

There is only one way out

Just let it go

Live happily

As I told you earlier

Give all your sorrows to me

I am there always for you.

Whatever it is?

Come what may

I will be available for you always

Request you to read it

And make it worth reading

And make it worth reading....